Today was the first day and night he has been gone. Im going to work my way backwards through the day. The thing i need to talk about now is my fear. He lost power there because it is raining so hard and his phone just died. Im scared because they […]
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He is the one that I have a link to his website on mine, It is under my dumb friend. If you go there and click on gallery, then click on the second picture that comes up, then the first, he is the one to the right. Hmm…atleast i have a picture of […]
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He left for vacation this morning at 4 am . Yesturday I felt so many emotions all at once I thought I was going to collapse. I was tired I was on a caffine high I was content I was distraught. I don’t think my body knew what was going on and […]
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I could go on and on about my day and what happened. Honestly it is too exhausting to go into it. I’m pooped. Mamma Drama drives me insane. Lets just say I had to leave work again today. My boss saw me crying and gave me a hug and was […]
Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on October 27th, 2005 | No Comments »
He wants to know if i will be fine….i told him yup…truth is of course i will be thats a totally different question than are you upset…will i be fine…im always fine
Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on October 20th, 2005 | No Comments »
So apparently he sent me text messages and i didn’t get them. I finally texted him to say that i just hoped he was ok, he wrote back saying he was going to light a fire and make candles alone….my heart absolutely dropped…..All i could think of was what did i do…what happened…and that […]
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I’m freaking out…is he hurt, is he lost, he is mad, is he with another. So many thoughts going through my head, concered for his saftey and concered for mine. Its horrible to say that it is both. I’m definitly worried something happened to him, but I just have this sick feeling […]
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Hello?
Self?
Are you in there
Where did you go
My body is sitting here
Waiting
For you to make it whole
I’m starting to think
You’ll never show
Abandoned
By my own soul
How do you expect me to go on
How will I grow
Into the woman
Everyone expects to know
I guess I shall wait
Maybe you’ve gotten hung up
Maybe you’re just late
Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on October 18th, 2005 | 1 Comment »
I find it funny that scars whether on the inside or outside
Short term hurt me
Makes me remember the pain that caused them
Then after the storm subsides
It makes me realize
How very far I’ve come
Makes me remember the stregnth
I posses inside
Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on October 16th, 2005 | No Comments »
There is a light that dawns on everyday
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